Spring Break Realization

Since it is spring break and teachers don't work during this time, I have had the week off. During this time I have realized that I could not be a Stepford Wife. Dylan is usually really great at helping around the house with dishes and other chores. This week because I have been home I assume the responsibilities have been left to me. I am not a lover of cleaning as some people might be. I don't mind doing the dishes and laundry and other bits of cleaning, it is just not my favorite thing. I actually think it is easier for me when I come home for work and do one of the cleaning jobs. But when I am sitting at home and just having to do all the chores it makes me a little resentful. I felt this week like my only job was to clean and make dinners. I would never be able to stay home all day and not have even a part time job to occupy me. It was makes me a little worried that if I become a stay at home mom that I will become slightly bitter that I am just at home taking care of the children and the house. I know that when I have children I will love them with everything I have, but I think I need interactions in other ways. I might have to have a part time job my whole life. Man that was alot of rambling but just something I was thinking about.